AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FINDS THIS OFF?
HMMM,
I have no intention of starting this post by referencing something that happened during my childhood, but I will say this -I am not a born empath but I had to teach myself, and frankly I wish I didn't.- I’ve always felt like I needed a guidebook to navigate my way through just existing.
Something happened recently, I ran into a guy I met over the summer. I was walking to a building on campus and he was leaving the building. I met him at a random photo-shoot where we basically had to communicate with the people around us for the photographer/artist to get the shots he wanted. Well back to campus, so we ran into each other, we talked about school and asked each other what either of us were studying, which I believe was just, you know, making conversation. Well somehow we ended up exchanging phone numbers, which I have recently come to learn does not usually have innocent intentions; but I just thought hey what’s the harm he seemed friendly with no ulterior motives and it wouldn't hurt to make friendly relations with new people since I seem to be loosing friends more often than gaining. Okay fast forward to, I think a week later, he sends me a message, on “WHATSAPP”, at night, not early but kind of late still. Anyways, I was very occupied, with someone, when I received the message and I didn't see it immediately but when I did finally see it I felt weird towards it. I mean WhatsApp? I honestly thought it was some family relative who had finally gotten hold of my number, but then I saw the profile picture, realized who it was, and just didn't think much towards it. Immediately I forgot about the message, because if it's on WhatsApp I have trained myself to forget it if it's not from my parents. But then fast forward to a day or two days later I walk into the food court on campus and I immediately see him rushing out like he had just sighted me and wanted to leave before I got close to where he was staying. Or maybe I just happened to have walked in while he was rushing out. Either way I am deciding now to not respond to the message on WhatsApp.
SO, from this long excerpt I just wrote, I need interpretations of what you think this is. Am I just overthinking or did I do something that someone would see as leading on?